Tuesday, 17 November 2020

Loss of a certainty

In one swift second the entire landscape crumpled and folded like a wet piece of paper.  Immutable objects like rocks and trees creased over and were upturned on themselves.  All that was left was a blue openness of sky and the angles of folds

 Panicking, I rushed to spread it back out with my pink palms, pressing back the edges but the creases were locked in.  I pushed and flattened as best I could.  But the world had irrevocably changed, and what was before had gone: the consistency and comfort of knowing the stretch and shape of things had been replaced by uncertainty.

 I wrote this piece some years ago, when trying to understand my focus and how to look at things.  I was captivated by Annie Dillard's w...